61. I - Illusion

I live in a world of lights
Light flashing at me
Reality I definitely can't see
Facebook, Twitter, Instagram,
these act like powerful halogens
Show me a world, i only envy
He bought a new car
She at once became a star
I sit here imagining,
I'm alone sitting with my scars
I see a world with such lights
But miss the reality swallowed in those expensive food bites
I'm sold to an illusion
I can never afford
I'm so used to filters,
This is the reality I'm assured,
Everything in this world sells
Tragedy, pain, stories, emotions
Nothing might be real, I caution
But i want to believe it,
i want to cry over being unable to live it
You see the world is walking on these lines
How can I miss this bus
Within I'm constantly ranting and creating a fuss...
But more so, the reality seems like an illusion,
only to be found in poetry & performance pieces...