60. H - Hungover

I woke up with a heavy head
Beside me you should've been instead
But cigarette buds are all what i found
I light another bud,
Is it your voice, your smell, your touch
It's still in this room
The nothingness I yet can't feel as much
You come to me and caress my pain
As you touch my dark lips, and kiss the bruises of last night, I slowly calm myself
To happily realize you're still there
As You see me coughing my lungs out and hug me to your chest and run your fingers in my hair, I slowly calm my self to realize you're still there
The warmth of your chest, puts me to sleep
Like a baby I smile and surrender in your arms
I'm here, you're here, you're playing with my hair, I'm kissing your ear
My face is smothered in to your neck while my fingers dug into your hair,  I slowly calm my self to realize you're still there.
I hear a burning sound and feel some heat in my fingers, but the warmth of your heart is so peaceful, I don't pay heed,
I can hear you smile, and you come kissing me, your tongue in my mouth and right when you bit my lip i felt a burn on my fingers ..
"Agghh" i yelped to realize, there was no one. The cigarette had burnt him back to reality.
I slowly cry myself to realize you're still there.

She'd died 6years ago, but those 2 more pegs last night directed this scene.